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gayish. buht good. & funny. & yet confusing. so much. mom found out i had a myspace O.o she wants me to delete it cuhs she saw on the news yesterday that this girl got killed cuhs she met some guy on there. i just listened to waht she said & blah blah. she said some other stuff too & she doesnt want me to go on there. buht i'm like 'i'm not stupid. i dont meets strangers on there mom' & shes like 'okaay.........' bleh ;p buht eh iunnoe. its too addicting. & its the only way i can talk to ppl on there. ergs. iunnoe. w/e.
on the happy note, i am so OVERR that dumbass. had some back feelings & one day i was like 'you knoe waht lynn? why keep feeling this way when you always got shot down in the past?' got me thinking bout some stuff & how big of a jerk & bitch he was. that h&w thing was dumb too. buht w/e. he'll always be in my heart, buht its not for a good reason. bitch. go fuck yourself. -_- he HAD to sit w/ me & some friends at lunch yesterday. didnt even look at him. he was being a bitch. he told dullavinh some stuff just to kid around in his ear, & then he's say 'em back to me. wtf? gotta say something, then say it to my face bitch. like i'm afraid of you. & like its important? it wasnt. like i said before, DUMBASS. everytime i see him, i get so tensed, & pissed inside like you dont knoe. its aggravating. i hate it. i wish i can move. so the days he skips school, is one the BEST days ever. it used to be one of the WORST day ever when he was gone. buht hey, i was different then, & i'm different now.
confusing moment; so this guy likes me. he's a GREAAAT friend to me. buht more? eh iunnoe. iunnoe if i like him or not! buht hes so great tho. like unique. one of a kind. makes me laugh & we talk alot in class. he's adorable w/ his glasses & cute like a little boy or something. buht i just dont see us together. like that. & what IF we do go out & stuff? & break up? i dont wanna risk a great friendship. he's important to me. & eh iunnoe. i just dont like him. just as a friend. -____-
i feel happy, disappointed, pissed, confused. buht i just remember that 'tomorrowisanewday..' & everything that happened yesterday, is yesterday. its just eh iunnoe.
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SHE DID? HOW O___o;;;;;;;;
yeah i know mang. we ain`t no stupid hobos` [=
yay your over him(:
that happen to alex.. she was dating her guy best friend, they brokeup & they don't really talk to each other... & she regrets it .__."
soo better watch out ;P
everything that happen yesterday was like
pffft in the past ;]
pouch is ehh whateverrrs.
IHUAL.
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SHE DID? HOW O___o;;;;;;;;
yeah i know mang. we ain`t no stupid hobos` [=
yay your over him(:
that happen to alex.. she was dating her guy best friend, they brokeup & they don't really talk to each other... & she regrets it .__."
soo better watch out ;P
everything that happen yesterday was like
pffft in the past ;]
pouch is ehh whateverrrs.
IHUAL.